Okay, I need to write or express something. Better than the havoc that's spilling out from other places and other things that I do. If I can't create, at least I can get out some crap in a less hurtful way that has less repercussions than lying and deceit. And evil food habits.
Oops, okay, I did it again. It's not evil, it just is what it is. A cry for help, a song for salvation, a melody for assistance, tunes for those who might lend a hand for this poor unfortunate soul. Ah. I loved the Little Mermaid when it first came out from Disney. 8th or 9th grade maybe? Yeah, that dates me but so what. I had harmless and sparkling dreams and aspirations back then. Let those sleeping dogs lie peacefully.
It's been, what, almost three years since I created this blog. And let's face it again, I forgot about it. It lingered on the edge of my mind but in all seriousness, I thought it was gone, disappeared, engulfed and swallowed by the World Wide Web. I don't know if it's wonderful or scary that it's still here - all freakin' 15 posts that I had no recollection that I wrote. Maybe it's wonderfully scary, but not completely scarily wonderful. Amazing all the same. But not necessarily filled with grace.
I ask for forgiveness, but don't expect to receive it. I don't even know if I deserve it, but that's another loaded topic to broach on another day when I feel the need to unload and purge my misery on to no one but this tiny blog floating in the ether. Yet again amazingly graceless, or rather gracelessly amazing.
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